Its Been A While.

And things haven't changed all that much. Though I have discovered a few things:

1. Vault Lounge (dance club) SUCKS.

2. Being single was great.

The first time I went to Vault Lounge I was so so pumped to have fun until I stepped in and realized me and my friends were the only ones there. Can you say embarrassing? Cause that how the whole experience felt to me. And so naturally I had to repeat it three times. It's ALWAYS empty. Which is a shame since it's actually quite a nice place. I'm not quite sure what went wrong there. People just don't do because there are no other people. Drinks are okay and the floor space is nice. Iunno.

I'm in a relationship now (my first). And I have to say it sucks the life out of me. I have yet to determine whether or not I like it or not. SMOTHERING. I didn't quite expect this experience to be so smothering. But it's certainly spilled into other areas of my life. I've realized that whenever I go out into public I've started considering how what I'm doing might look to him if he just randomly showed up. I don't like that very much. I'm used to doing whatever the hell I want. When I want. As much as I want.

I'm told one of the better parts of being in a relationship is that you can rely on your partner to help you and support you. But I'm not sure if that really balances out my loss of individuality. I like my space and I like doing things on my own. That comes form years of being single I suppose, but nonetheless, it's constricting.

We'll see how long I'll last. Or how long he can stand me XD

Private Parts.

I got a bunch of books recently and I figured I put up some personal comments for them starting with Giovonni's Private Parts:

Gorgeous males bodies here folks, with great composition. I really enjoyed this book, which I think surpasses its predecessor Bites in quality and size (I am talking about the book, not the men, though it could be applied there as well). Many of the photos are black and white, in fact most of them are, but colours shots make up about a good third of the book I'd say. There were some images of the men shaving their pubic hair that I didn't find too great, but they're few and don't detract from the overall great package. Ha ha. Package. These models are headless as to keep their identities private and to help keep the models relaxed. So if you like head (I kill myself), you won't get it from this book! This book focuses on offering a different kind of head.

Flus and midterms do not mix

I just failed all of them. Well I passed one with a 58% but otherwise I sunk.

I suppose the weirdest part of it all is my indifference to it. I just can't find it in myself to care. Which is odd since I'm an honours students and have always done well. Bad marks just don't mix well with me. Unless they're related to math or science. Cause there are always exceptions. 

I went through a bunch of highschool work and I honestly can't believe I graduated let alone with honours. I failed so many tests! Granted they were all in the exceotion subjects but nonetheless, I must have been getting steller marks in everything else I took those years to balance out the average. 

But anyways, back to the present- I failed my midterms. Which kinda pisses me off cause I was totally able to explain the answers to my classmates beforehand but bombed at writing it all down. I think on my geography midterm I got 20%. Yeah. 20%. It's one of my better subjects. Or was. All my other assigned grades in that course are over 85% so I'm still okay for passing but it puts a bit of a kink in my average for that class obviously.

The flu also set me back in my communication online. I have emails from people dating anywhere from two weeks to two months ago. I'm not quite sure how to answer them now that it's been so long. It's slightly awkward. Especially since some of the people I was talking to are Doms and so I'm not sure if they'd have felt slighted or disrespected for not being answered right away. I don't think they would be, but I can't be sure.

I'm just making my way through all these emails and newsletters and advertisments one by one. It's exhausting really. I'll post later if anything interesting in the mail pops up :)

XOXO

The beginning of this blog world. . .

Began with fetishes. This is why I've started this blog.

Over the past few months I've come to see a lot of authors hosting contests with the task being to write a review on a blog or to post something of theirs on said blog. I always let those contests go by, but now I've decided to get into the game. Yesss!

I've thought of doing a blog for a while now, but just never really thought I had the capability to keep it alive. Well, I guess we'll all find out soon enough :)

Specifically, this blog was created to double my chances of winning a kinky stocking from a site called FetLife, http://www.fetlife.com/. It's a wonderful site even for the beginning kinkster (aka moi-and that would be me breaking my NO FRENCH rule). I found this site to be amazingly user friendly. Previously I had joined up with a site called http://www.collarme.com/ and I felt like a Boxing Day sale's item. Unlike this meat market site, FetLife is a much more relaxed atmosphere where I felt, and was treated I thought, way more as a person than CollarMe. The people of FetLife (known as kinksters) are so sweet and caring; I have yet to have a question go unanswered. There are many groups you can join for guidence and information.

Back to my story of Creation: FetLife has a draw happening for some "kinky Christmas stockings" that are packed with some pretty awesome kinky goodness if I do say so myself. The part I love MOST about these stockings though? They're FREE and so is their shipping! This means zero dollars out of my wallet which is pretty light to start with.

So this was the motivation kicking my ass into bloggation.

And the name just came from my personal introduction on FetLife. A fellow kinkster messaged me sayinbg he liked that line. And on its own, out of context, it definitely took on a fun, double meaning :)